FED UP

by Ecka

I'm tired of crying and burying myself alive. With the same old person who could make me feel so damn stupid. The one who makes me suffer, and yearn this emptiness like hell. The very person who could make me weep like there's no tomorrow. The only guy who slays me all over again even if I'm already dead. The very person I loved most. Murderer!

So fed up with this shit! I'm about to lose control.

Heck! Thought I've put thru. But then, I was wrong, oh so wrong! Do you have any idea with what you've done to me?!? You headless shit! I seek out when I do not know what I'm seeking. Crave with what I'm lacking but still couldn't find. I tried to fill in this emptiness by fooling around. YES! FOOLING MYSELF AROUND. Cry my ass into bed, and wake up with the same blankness in me. Clowning my friends, when I, myself couldn't find a way to please me. Do you know how much it hurts me?!?

I know there's no coming back. It's too impossible to bring back the pieces of ours. Well maybe you're happy now, not knowing that the one you're with is a friend of mine... a really close friend of mine.

Thing's happen for a reason, and whatever that maybe...

I hope i find my way out.

Comments

[donna lyza]

shit par! ang lufet mo!
wuhuhuhu!
ur d "par" tlaga!
mishu.^^.

[Jen]

wala akong ikukwento sayo...

ay wala pa palang sabado, gahahaha! hintay ka laaaaang~ ahihihi!

moment? moment?

['Grin Pinut']

hmmmm... bakit kaya??? hihihihihih

[Eric]

=)