...miss you much...

by ecka

"par! naaaning ako... "

"Huh? bakit?"

"Ewan ko, ba't ba ko naaaning???"

"(kamot-ulo) Wag ka na kc magkakatol".

i have my own reason kung bakit ako nagkakaganito. kung bakit ako aning, kung ba't ako paranoid. i couldn't solve it on my own. "yung takot ko, di ko kayang mawala ng ako lang mag-isa (dapat kasama ka)". i am not blaming you for what's happening, i am just asking for help. takot lang talaga ako. a simple hug will do. iparamdam mo lang na wala kong dapat ikatakot ok na ko.

i do not know why i'm like this. siguro kc nasanay ako na nandyan ka. na swit ka. na lagi kang nagtetext. na lagi ka tmtawag... all though, yes you still do. cguro nga hinahanap-hanap ko lang yon. da long messages before we go to sleep. the non-stop chikahans'. the mall-ikot. & the simple kulitans. and just to sum it all up. I couldn't last a day w/o you. MISS KO NA IKAW.

di ko kayang maulit ulit yung nangyari sakin before. alam ko alam mo kung ano yung pinagdaanan ko. di ko ata kakayanin yung pain if ever it happens again. masyadong masakit. i'm willing to change. kung mali man ako, sori. give me a chance to prove myself. i just don't want you to do some crazy sh*t. cuz i wouldn't do such. i promise you that. mahal kta kaya ko ganto.

stay with me.... that's all i ask.

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[Grin Pinut]

hmmm